i am so gonna be dead tmr...
its ss paper tmr, and i have no cofidence at all..
i keep having the mentality that the paper will surely come out the topics which i didnt study..
pray hard that it wont come out venice, diplomacy and population..
if this set of topic really comes out, then i will definitely curse the setter and fail the paper,
so look out for my curses during the exams eh?
sometimes ppl will say luck is not impt, its the effort which you put in,
as long as u study hard, u wont fail..
but it doesnt seem like that huh?
my bro de fren ask me to spot qns,
and i keep having the feeling that diplomacy will come out and 1 of the qns will be either abt UN or abt ASEAN's success and failures,
and thats one of the topic i didnt study.
Zzzz..
hope i am wrong.
anyway i guess mrs ram is right,
telling us to just study the topics we alwaes study,
don just becos other ppl study more then u, u go and panic and screw up the whole paper..
so i guess it all depends on luck now?
anyway i hvae got no motivation to work hard.
none.
ZERO..
tink its partly becos the first day of my o's i have that freaking ss paper.
oh right.
might as well,
get it over and done with then i can relax.
anyway its not even the start of o's and i have already sort of plan out wat i am going to do after o's.
crazy eh?
but at least it will make me look forward to the arrival of o's.
cos it will mean that o's is also gonna end soon and i can play!
however,
at the same time a part of me wanted myself to work hard and not regret.
thats wat i have been telling myself for the past like say.. 1 week?
to just work hard and regardless of the results i get, at least i wont regret cos i put in my best effort.
but at the look of it now,
haiz...
often ppl will tell me that i don study also will score,
but thats not true..
i am not clever.
i repeat again, NOT clever..
i only noe how to memorise the content..
my definition of clever is for ppl who can not study, yet get great results..
and thats not me.
yes, i have to admit my results were not bad for the past years,
but its all si bei de..
i don like to study..
no, i absolutely hate studying..
i love sch, minus the studying part and minus the waking up so early in the morn part.
sometimes i wonder why muz be study.
do we like apply those skills when we work in the future?
no right?
except if u get a job like a science researcher or something that needs your sci knowledge..
but if u get an ordinary job like a clerk or a admin person,
u don use ur geography skills or ur ss skills wat?
ppl don call and ask the characteristics of a wet rice cultivation, nor will they ask abt the happenings of the korean war, do they?
so wats the use of studying all these subjects.
not that i am saying its bullshit or wat,
but then its true isnt it?

anyway wat the hell am i doing here crapping and complaining abt when tmr is just my exams?!?!
Zzzz..
back to studying i guess, or should i say memorising, or a better word - daydreaming.
>.<

all the best to everyone hu are taking their o's!enjoy it!
just like someone said:
enjoy your o's, its a once in a lifetime experience...
unless u screw it up and have to reseat[or wat it resit?] for it, that is.
^^