omg.
i am like still so super tired.
as i have said in the earlier post,
i didnt slp after prom cos ton at carina de hse.
and when i reach home like the day before[28], it was noon and i used the com immediately.
ppl were rushing me to upload photos!
and weilun was rushing me to go and slp.
Zzzz..
and so,
i finally could not take it and went to sleep at 3pm.
guess wat tym i wake up?
10.30pm.
and it was due to a bloody phonecall which i still donnoe hu called.
and so,
i woke up, watch the tv,
and went back to slp at 12.30am.

woke up at 10.30am the next dae.[29]
didnt go iceskating with the 4e peeps yest.
was too tired.
told ling that if i go,
i will be slp walking instead of iceskating.
haha.
and true enough,
i went back to slp at 2pm.^^
and someone called me pig.
ok, mayb i am.
but thats not the point.
the point is,
I AM TIRED!

today,
i did a good deed!
gave tuition to my junior!
wahahaha!!
taught her phy.
yes yes, i had to recall my phy work.
anyway had a real nice lunch at her hse.
her mum is a superb cook!
^^

ok, the point is,
i am real free next week!!
anyone want to go out???
because after that i will be so MIA for like 2 weeks?!?! [ refer to my schedule ]
I WANT TO GO OUT!!!!
^^

yest was prom night!!
wee!
i can onli say the part i enjoyed most was the photo taking session.
lol..
went ard from place to place taking photos.
fun.
after prom,
me, rw, jane went to ton at carina's hse.
had a super hard time getting rid of the make up!
anyway,
we played mahjong and poker through out the night.
so i am so damn tired right now,
cos i just reached home,
without any slp.
Zzzz...
>.<
but i did enjoyed myself anyway!
thanks gals!!
^^

back home from shopping.... again.
but this tym,
it was with my mum!
it has been a long tym since i have been to shopping with my mum..
really long tym.
so,
i am glad!
^^

anyway,
its all due to kenneth's fault that i am now addicted to Bleach!!
*arh-bish*
it really is a nice anime though i muz say..
^^

>.<

god.
the weather is so unpredictable this few daes.
yest noon it was still so hot and bright,
then yest evening was like pouring.
and todae,
theres rain again.
though i said i like rainy daes,
also no need like tat mah.
wonder how much rain the clouds still have.
keep rainning like its never ending.
like tat how to go out?
>.<

its rainning again..
pouring...
have anybody ask whether u like rainy daes or sunny daes?
i simply love rainy daes...
its sort of contradicting though.
cos i hate thunders and lightnings..
but i just love the rain...
^^

because when u cry in the rain, nobody will noe...

went shopping yest!!
ok, window shopping for me.
went to sch early in the morn for wat briefing for the first 3 mnths thingy,
reach there got ppl leaving liao,
say take le can leave.
Zzzz...

went orchard with nu er, car, rw, alicia..
nu er and rw bought their prom dresses.
alicia donnoe in the end got buy not.
anyway my legs were aching sia.
and i was so tired that i slept at 11.30pm.

my legs are breaking!!~~


HAPPY BIRTHDAY NU ER!!!!!~~~

HOPE U ENJOY UR DAE TODAE!!!!
^^

my legs are aching!!!!

so sorry guys!!!!
that i couldnt make it todae!!!
so so sorry!!!
>.<
i will definitely make it up some dae!!!
^^

woots!~
o's are over!!
wee!!~~~
i am so glad!!

anyway our papers finish at 5.15,
then,
me, nu er and rw went to jec to have our dinner,
and watch movie!!!
STEP UP!!!!
i tink the movie is damn nice,
it emphasize alot on the dance though,
not much on the story line,
so if u are someone who loves dancing,
i am sure u will enjoy the show!!!!
the dance moves are so cool!!!
didnt regret watching it!!

i am happy!!!
^^

amaths paper is over!
5 more papers, 3 more subjects, 2 more days and exams will be over!!
wee!!!
glad!

anyway i am really tired.
almost fell aslp just now while studying phy.
and i didnt noe wat i was doing with my phy mcq qns.
Zzz...
am gonna slp early todae!
9pm!
wahaha..
that is if i can finish studying my phy.
>.<

i am bored!!!
ah!!!!!

slept at 4 am yest.
watch the meteor garden 2 with my bro.
he got work todae yet he still watch,
just bcos yest was the last episode.
wonder how he go to work todae.
plus todae is the last dae for the converse sale,
muz be so busy.
hope he didnt fall aslp while working..
lol..

studied a bit of phy todae.
not much though.
did 2 papers onli.
somemore is watch tv and do one..
and now,
i am so sian,
cos i got nth to do.
just becos i don wanna study for todae le.
i am feeling lazy todae.
pig.

wee!!~
7 daes more to end of o's!
isnt tat like great news?
^^

anyway i was walking with nu er to sch todae,
and something she said make me feel sort of blessed.
she said that she sometimes admire those ppl hu are like alone or those outcasts u can call them.
and now i tink bout it,
she's true.
if u imagine urself as the one without frens in sch or whereever,
all alone,
how will u feel?
thats why, i am glad i have frens.
frens hu will be there for me when i have troubles.
frens hu are there for be alwaes.
i am thankful.
anyway,i am glad there's this fren hu is willing to hear me complain and everything after each day of exams.
thanks!!

ok,
i wanna wish everyone a really good luck and jiayou for their o's
cos its the last lap!!
and thanks to all my frens!!

weee!!!~~~
so happy!!~
geog and bio is over!!
not gonna tink bout it anymore..
looking forward to end of o's!!~

argh.
didnt slp well last nite.
and now my stupid neck is aching.
>.<

trying to study biology now.
the super content based subject.
with so much things that need to be memorised.
memorising work again.
just finish memorising those freaking ss chapters yest,
tot i could be spared from memorising work,
but here i am again, trying to memorise bio.
trying to work on digestion in mammals[which is us],
but it seems like theres so much stuff to memorise bout that chpt.
i muz noe how to describe the main functions of the alimentary canal in relation to ingestion, digestion, absorption, assimilation and egestion of food.
i muz noe how to describe digestion in alimentary canal,
the functions of a typical amylase, protease, lipase, listing the substrates and end-products.
the list just goes on and on.
never-ending list of things for me to memorise.
i think i will be going crazy from too much memory work lately.
*sigh*

woots!!~
2 half papers down!!
lol...
half of maths and half of combine humanities.
e . m a t h s p1 . s o c i a l s t u d i e s

e.maths was quite ok, though they said it was harder compare to past years..
but i screwed up the freaking ss.
the moment i see the seq's themes i was like "ok, i am doing qns 4 definitely"
which was the one on the healthcare and welfare state.
so i read the qns and it requires me to link national education to social cohesion.
i was like "wth, wat has national edu got to do with social cohesion?"
but i still did that qns anyway..
i can simply say that i was crapping my way through that qns.
wat i was writing i can say it was practically rubbish.
ok, mayb not that bad, but its really nth to do with the info from the txbk.
just like wat tat person had said, i really got a mindblock.
at first i couldnt even rmb got wat other factors tat will allow me to link to social cohesion.
after which, i totally couldnt think of the content for that factor.
i was so damn angry with myself.
welfare state and s'pore's edu was something i studied.
as in really studied,
yet i didnt noe wat i was doing.
disappointed in myself i guess.
really disappointed.
but i am glad the nitemare is over.
though i should say its not totally over becos the real nitemare comes on thurs.
where i happen to have two very content based subjects -
geography and biology.
wish me luck.
>.<

anyway my bro bought a new mouse which cost like $69.
i was like "god. its so ex!!"
its called: Razer Diamondback High Precision Gaming Mouse. [that explains the price]
and its the Plasma limited edition de, though i donnoe wat it means..
but its sort of worth the price cos,
its so damn freaking sensitive and smooth[that expains the price too]
that i couldnt find my pointer on the monitor..
lol..

10 more days to end of exams!!!

ok, wenlin say i sounded piss in that entry..
haha..
which i muz agree i do.
haha...
anyway i am feeling tinny winny bit motivated now.
cos just now i was bored to death,
so i mass sms alot of ppl to wish them good luck..
so seeing their reply, thanking me and wishing me good luck too makes me happy!
lol..

anyway had a really long chat with wenlin..
and that cheers me up alot!!
THANKS NU ER!!!~

anyway i realise the topics i study,
none of them make up a whole full theme..
which means that most probably the problem i will face during exams is that:
a) i can onli ans the first part of the qns, cannot ans the second part.
b)cannot ans both parts cos that chpt i nvr study that part of the chpt.
Zzz..

anyway someone ask me to analyse the topics a studied, see which chpt and which part i didnt study..
ignoring the first few chpts of sec 3, lets see wat have i studied and wat have i not..
sec3 chpts:
chpt 6, diplomacy and deterrence - nvr study
chpt 7, industrial devpt - i studied this chpt fully!!!!!! weee!!~~
sec4 chpts:
chpt 1, edu and health - studied edu and welfare state, nvr study swiss edu and healthcare
chpt 2, pop - nvr study
chpt 3, housing - i studied this chpt!!!! weee!!!~~
chpt 4, s'pore's dvpt - memorise the factors for economic strategies, but noe nth bout the content, didnt study enviro factors.
chpt 5, good governance - memorise the factors for the principles, but noe nth bout the content, didnt study civil service and sustaining good governance
chpt 6, venice - nvr study


so all in all i didnt reall fully study any theme huh??
sheesh...

i am so gonna be dead tmr...
its ss paper tmr, and i have no cofidence at all..
i keep having the mentality that the paper will surely come out the topics which i didnt study..
pray hard that it wont come out venice, diplomacy and population..
if this set of topic really comes out, then i will definitely curse the setter and fail the paper,
so look out for my curses during the exams eh?
sometimes ppl will say luck is not impt, its the effort which you put in,
as long as u study hard, u wont fail..
but it doesnt seem like that huh?
my bro de fren ask me to spot qns,
and i keep having the feeling that diplomacy will come out and 1 of the qns will be either abt UN or abt ASEAN's success and failures,
and thats one of the topic i didnt study.
Zzzz..
hope i am wrong.
anyway i guess mrs ram is right,
telling us to just study the topics we alwaes study,
don just becos other ppl study more then u, u go and panic and screw up the whole paper..
so i guess it all depends on luck now?
anyway i hvae got no motivation to work hard.
none.
ZERO..
tink its partly becos the first day of my o's i have that freaking ss paper.
oh right.
might as well,
get it over and done with then i can relax.
anyway its not even the start of o's and i have already sort of plan out wat i am going to do after o's.
crazy eh?
but at least it will make me look forward to the arrival of o's.
cos it will mean that o's is also gonna end soon and i can play!
however,
at the same time a part of me wanted myself to work hard and not regret.
thats wat i have been telling myself for the past like say.. 1 week?
to just work hard and regardless of the results i get, at least i wont regret cos i put in my best effort.
but at the look of it now,
haiz...
often ppl will tell me that i don study also will score,
but thats not true..
i am not clever.
i repeat again, NOT clever..
i only noe how to memorise the content..
my definition of clever is for ppl who can not study, yet get great results..
and thats not me.
yes, i have to admit my results were not bad for the past years,
but its all si bei de..
i don like to study..
no, i absolutely hate studying..
i love sch, minus the studying part and minus the waking up so early in the morn part.
sometimes i wonder why muz be study.
do we like apply those skills when we work in the future?
no right?
except if u get a job like a science researcher or something that needs your sci knowledge..
but if u get an ordinary job like a clerk or a admin person,
u don use ur geography skills or ur ss skills wat?
ppl don call and ask the characteristics of a wet rice cultivation, nor will they ask abt the happenings of the korean war, do they?
so wats the use of studying all these subjects.
not that i am saying its bullshit or wat,
but then its true isnt it?

anyway wat the hell am i doing here crapping and complaining abt when tmr is just my exams?!?!
Zzzz..
back to studying i guess, or should i say memorising, or a better word - daydreaming.
>.<

all the best to everyone hu are taking their o's!enjoy it!
just like someone said:
enjoy your o's, its a once in a lifetime experience...
unless u screw it up and have to reseat[or wat it resit?] for it, that is.
^^

ah!!~~
exams are coming!!
2 more days!!!
*panic*
gosh.
cant believe the o's are like so near.
yet i am like so slack..
didnt really do much this few daes..
i should really get going and try to memorise the stupid ss!!
argh..
wish i have a super memory, one that allows me to rmb all the ss at 1 look..
Zzz..
jiu ming ah!!
>.<

busy busy!!
first time using com after like so long..
donnoe how to use everything already..
argh!
all becos of my bro..
the backup files anywhere put..
so messy..
Zzz..
so hard to find my stuff..
hate it when my stuff are so disorganized..
>.<