its rainning so hard todae again..
just like yest...
its just so cold...

woots!!~
tmr no need go the sch so early!!
theres chem prelim practical and my shift starts at like 2pm..
zzz..
though we have to reach at 1.15,
i am glad i can slp late tmr!!~
haha..

didnt really do much todae..
studied my bio...
and played pt..
lol..
slacking..
and hus fault is it?
lol..
joel!!
cos he recommanded tat game to me..
haha..
nah lah..
jk jk..
^^

whoosh...
finally i can rest now..
its fridae again!!!
had numerous mock exams this week sia..
and its not the end!!
>.<
theres still exams next week!!
but,
good thing is theres no lessons!!!~
lol...
i like the feeling of me being hardworking!!
though its quite tired..

anyway i am now listening to jay's new song..
so weird, the one he duet with fei yu qing..
lol..
1 so cheena, then one so rap..
lol...

this entry is specially dedicated to my beloved choir juniors,
[[so, ppl hu are not from choir can get out exit my blog now!!! ^^ ]]

esp : tianjun, yeegin, germain, chongren, munkit, cheryl, huisian, eekie, kimberly and the other leaders...
[[its a muz read ok?!?! ^^]]

from wat i read in some of ur blogs,
ur don seem to be quite happy..
and most of it is due to some.. hmmm... unexpected circumstances in choir??

first,
i got to apologise to all of u..
because of choir ur had to give up some other commitments..
and also because of choir there were quarrels?
sorry i just sort of dump everything to ur when i stepped down,
and wasnt really there to ans any of ur qns?
[[though i doubt i will be of much use?]]
but ya, i am not doing my part being ur senior after all..
cos i am suppose to be there to sort of teach ya?
[[ though i tink ur can manage it perfectly without me!! ^^]]
but anyway, its still partly my fault..
i hope ur wont give up on choir cos it really needs all of ya..
and don show ur weakness to the rest of the choir..
ur muz really stand tgt...

secondly,
i muz really thank all of u for alwaes being there for choir..
even when ur are like scolded by her,
ur didnt give up on choir..
i am really sorry i wasnt a very good leader in the past,
therefore ur have to suffer when ur take over...
so i really want to thank all of u..
ur are really doing a very good job already..
compared to me in the past...
ignore her comments sometyms..
treat it as a bee buzzing or watever.. [[no offense]]
don take her words to heart...
i am really glad ur were there for me in the past..
if not i wont noe where to turn to..
thanks for being there when i need ya..
sorry i am such a muddle-head at tyms..
^^

and finally.........



i forgot wat i want to say liao...
ZZzzzzz....
lol..
anyway,
the thing is,

THANK YOU!!!
muz stay cheerful ok!!
any problems can come find me!!
regardless of whether it has got to do with choir or not...
^^

woots!!~
i am feeling high todae!!
i just made up my mind after much thoughts last nite...
even though my mum wants me to go jjc,
i shouldnt give up on my target of getting an L1R5 of 10...
cos i will onli be letting myself down if i don do my best..
i noe i will surely regret if i didnt put in my best efforts for the exam...
therefore,
i made up my mind to study hard and put in my effort!!
i am quite motivated now..
i told jalene to be more determined to do better for her exams so i shouldnt give up too!!!
^^
thanks peeps for the encouragement!!!

ok..
i am like so sian diao liao..
cos my mum wants me to go jjc...
my goal was acjc yet she wants me to go the jjc because can save money since its like so much closer...
none of my aunts approve of me going to any other jc besides jjc...

so,
since she has already decided for me that i should go into jjc,
i guess theres nth much for me to do le...

i can say i am angry...
at the fact that i cant even decide wat sch i want to go to...
at the start she wants me to go to poly,
cos she said the sch fees for jc were high,
and its useless..
might as well i get into poly, get a certificate and enter the work force...
so, i made the decision of going to either sp or np...
then, she changed her mind when she rmbed that she had bought an insaurance for me that has got something to do with funding me for uni..
so she demanded me to go into jc and then to uni.
wat a change when i have already decided to go poly..
so, i made up my mind to work hard to get into a good jc so that my chances of getting into uni is higher...
so just when i decided to work hard, and have already started to work hard,
she just wants me to go to jjc..
she doesnt care bout my grades as long as i get into a jc...
so, l1r5 = 9 u get into jc,
l1r5 = 14 also into jc..
so might as well i just get a 14 and get my arse in jjc will do...

since i onli need to get a 14,
my expectations for myself are of cos changed...
i guess in a good way,
i don have to force myself to get a grade that is hard for me to achieve..
last tym,
my expectations was:
eng - b3
humanities - b3
chi - a1
e.maths - a1
sci - a1
a.maths/sci - a1

but now, i can lower my expectations le..
eng - b4
humanities - b4
chi - a1
e.maths - a1
sci - a2
a.maths/sci - a2

guess it really makes a big diff...

woots!!~
i am done with my eng o' lvl oral!!~
tink ours is quite easy already..
topic was abt food...
no hard words in the reading passage..
quite satisfied with my performance cos i tink i definitely did better then when i practice with ms yong...
but many thanks to sheena, ruiwen, wenlin and ms yong hu helped me to practice!!!
^^

good luck to those hus taking the oral tmr!!~
^^

gosh...
i am just so tired now...
don even noe why sia...
was feeling fine the whole dae but when i reach home and was doing my geog hmwk,
i started to doze off..
and ended up not knowing wat i am writing for the ans..
argh...
>.<

anyway the o lvl eng oral is just 2 daes away...
and i still sux at picture...
wat to do?!?!
anyway, if i manage to get a b3 for my eng,
i am happy enough..
tats not too much to ask for, isnt it?
so hope tat the topic for the oral wont be too hard...

anyway good luck to all hu are taking the oral tmr!!~
cheers!!~
^^

don ask me why i am blogging at this tym of the dae..
its simply becos i have got nth to do now..
and i don wanna slp..
guess tmr i will be waking up at ard noon again huh?
but tats like usual of me..
haha..
anyway my choir juniors are gonna perform at sentosa, musical fountain tmr evening..
though i wish i could be there to root for them,
my mum doesnt allow me to go out..
been a bit on the strict side on every sun huh?
at least shes not like forcing me to study or anything..
but i guess i should really buck up soon!!

anyway jiayou my choir juniors!!~
u can do it!!
do ur best!!
don throw our face!!
lol..
^^

gosh..
i am feeling so urber sick..
getting tat yucky vommitting feeling liao..
and i am feeling so giddy..
but i don wanna slp..
gosh..
makes me feel like i am a pig if i am to slp now..
argh!!
>.<

had the sudden urge to do something...
:[[

the o' lvl chi results are out todae!!~
and guess wat??
i got an A1!!!!!
and a distiction for paper 3!!! [ oral and lc]
i am so urber glad and happy!!!
anyway at least its over..
*grins*


anyway i am having a slight fever now...
guess its due to insufficient slp??
so i went to slp again just now..
from 4 to 7 again...
pig huh?
and my mum forced me to eat that yellow medicine..
don even noe wat it is for.... -_-"'
and plus i ate it on an empty stomach...
>.<

i am so very tired now!!!~
just reached home sia..
yest went to jalene's hse!!!
for her bdae party!!~
woots!!~
had a really great tym sia!!~
buffet, bbq, games..

den a few of us stayed over,
me, trace, ling, yijie, suat, ned, esther, ching, angela, vivian
weilun, tianloon, bx, zhikai, timothy, dongtai...
[[hope i didnt miss anyone out]]
we stayed up the nite..
and watch movie at 3am..
lol...
watched silent hill,
but couldnt understand the storyline..
then watch another chi film,
but also not very interesting..
then ppl starting to fall aslp..
and i was like slping under the aircon..
freezing to death sia..
don even noe when i fell aslp..
but i woke up at 6am and went upstairs to find the few ppl who are already awake...
then played cards till like 8.30..
then we go zi siao ppl to wake up..
haha..
then breakfast..
and games again..
so i am really tired now...
>.<
but it is really fun!!
enjoyed myself dearly!!

HAPPI BIRTHDAE JALENE!!!!
^^

i am bloated...
and my legs are aching...

gonna enjoy myself tmr at jalene's bdae party!!!~
weeee!!!!!~~~~~
^^

ok..
its quite long since i last update and ppl are asking me to update already..
so thats what i am going to do now -- update..
lol...

very bz nowadaes...
so many tests...
but in a way its sorta good..
since we get to revise as well..
sometyms the tests are like consecutives and its like very tiring ehx...
but i muz agree with car and wenlin that i really am looking forward to after o's...
that period of freedom...
haha..

anyway was out studying yest with ling as usual...
saw munkit who don look like himself bcos of that cap he wears..
anyway wats with the wearing of caps in mac to study?
act cool ah..
lol... jk jk.. don be offended...
haha..
then went play bball..
saw alot of botaks..
isit a craze now?
haha..
then there were the tkd kids..
some were so small..
cute in a way i guess, running here and there..
haha..

anyway i am slacking now..
finish my hmwk le mah..
so i am like feeling lazy now..
^^
by the speed i am going for my revision,
guess i will nvr be able to finish huh?
haha..
but ya.. thats me!!
^^